I hate seeing him like this..

As kids get older the seizures/spasms always turn into something differently. So now his seizures are getting more aggressive! It hurts me to see him like this. He is just a 1 year old. He bit his tongue again and there was blood all over the place and of course in his suction machine. So I don't know what we are going to do now we are on 5 seizure medicine. What more can we do besides wait to see the new neurologist in Jan? I mean I'm sure this guy is going to be AMAZING! But I don't know if I can take this constant seizures.